So, welcome back to another episode of introspection and analysis, brought to you by a slightly neurotic but definitely positive woman who is kinda ok with being forty one and single. There has been so much going on in my life lately, that my blog is where I come to sort out the little threads that look messy and untidy, until I turn them over and see that my higher power is actually making a kind cool abstract needlepoint tapestry thingy. Like, look at this piece of art. I like to think that my life is in the midst of creating one of the corners of this. Sure, all the pieces that I'm working on sometimes don't make sense. It looks messy, it doesn't always make sense to me. There are things that I think are "the answer", only to find that I can't continue with them. I have to knot that thread off. Most recently, I had to give up my job, working two days a week in admin, doing a job I loved, with people who I adored. It was a bright, shiny, splash